So, this is what I look like when I wear my mask out in public. I call it my ugly mask, because I feel like a freak with it on. But I do know that it is worth it if I get to do the things that I want. It is easier to just stay home and not do anything at all, but I have kids want me to be a part of their lives, so I am willing to look like a freak if it means I get to go out and do things.